Hello everyone. First and foremost I am new to the site. ... I really do not know where to begin or what to say this is my first time ever trying a support group of any kind. ...

Well I guess really the only thing i know to say right now is that today is thanksgiving and that I once again have had a terrible holiday . I have never got along w/ my mother or my real father. (long story on both parts there they havent been there.) I saw my mother and it was a fight from the start so I left there crying. I went to see my real father only to find out that he skipped out to go be with his friends which he felt was more important after he wanted me to come and I did. So I cried some more. .

I feel so alone! I had friends that were close or so I thought but havent heard from them. My parents have never been there and still arent. I just want to feel like im something to someone and yet I'm nothing to everyone! Yeah .... happy thanksgiving to me!..