Darrel, we can't be expected to step into His shoes, but we certainly are to strive to be as much like Him as possible. That said, let's close the subject and move on to our personal lives.

As I read and reread the posts that were called in to question, I realized that a crucial sentence or two had been left out from my PM. That's probably what caused all the misunderstanding. However, I think it's better left behind for the time being. I believe that particular point has been cleared up well enough.

If I've managed to encourage you to keep going with this, then I'm glad. I hadn't quite gotten to that rotten part in my onion yet. The areas we explored had already been explored before but that's not to say that I didn't glean better understanding of the issue.

Interestingly enough, Bevers and I had a conversation about our mothers. For the umpteenth time I realized that no matter how badly I miss my mom or how much I wish she was still around so that I could lay my head on her shoulder and get a loving hug from her, she still could not give me what I needed then and what I need now. Somehow I have to find my way into that spot that believes I am not worthwhile. I have to fill that spot somehow. Maybe going for the brass ring come hell or high-water whether I grab it or miss it will convince me. I don't know, but I have to try. I need to keep butting my head against that brick wall that I can't get past. If I butt it long enough, maybe I'll make a crack between the bricks and something will seep in.

Hmm... seems to me we've come full circle now. It's time to get back on track and face the personal issues that befuddle us, what say ye?

<font color=blue>Don't die with your music still inside you.</font color=blue>