She says that my memory and concentration should have improved with my mood while on the anti-d's and they have not.

Part of me thinks she is wrong because I have never been overly hyper. But I do remember when I was in school teachers would call on me to answer a question (I never volunteered to answer questions) and I would stare blankly at the teacher and not have an answer because I didn't have one. I was never really paying attention or following along with the lesson. I always felt like I was an idiot because I couldn't answer the questions. It was at that point I knew something was wrong, but of course i didn't say anything and of course continued to suffer. I have no clue how i made it thru high school with a B average and college with a C average.

I have a tendency to jump from one project to another and nothing EVER gets done. My mind is drifty at work and my brain feels full of thoughts that bounce around like crazy. It's hard for me to focus on lengthy directions that are given to me if they are not written down. I am very forgetful and disorganized--my car is a mess, my room can never stay organized and clean for more than two days, my purse is a mess. I lose things ALLL the time. I lost several items of mine in a span of two or three days (my flashdrive, bluetooth...and something else, but I can't remember). My friend told me he notices how I jump from topic to topic during conversations or how I could be in the middle of saying something and something else will catch my attention or eye and i will move on to talking about that. i notice that even when Im laying in my bed trying to fall asleep I usually have to wiggle my feet or toes. IDK...I always thought this was anxiety.

AND My T says she never got that from me during our sessions. I think it's because I try REALLY hard to stay focused. Sometimes I do miss what she says and have to have her repeat herself.

What happens during one of these evaluations? Am I going to have to stop seeing my T and start seeing this new ADHD T or can I see him in conjunction with my current T?