I'm even MORE confused now, because I feel just fine now. I just wanted to DIE just an hour ago, but now I feel good, like I just want to laugh and have fun. It's 3 in the morning and I'm totally awake. Thankfully I don't have to do anything tomorrow...

trs60586, that's exactly it. My friends tease me because I tend to not finish sentences, or just suddenly drop out of conversations or not even get involved in them because I can't keep up with them. It's annoying.... more to them than it is me. I'm just more of a listener than I am a talker I guess. When I feel like I was describing above though, I meant that I just felt so down that I didn't have energy or interest in speaking to anyone. I almost felt like I was physically unable to speak. I know I probably could've, but I felt like I couldn't. I hate feeling like that.