luzelenia, please know that your posts do not make you sound pathetic in the least. You are attempting to deal with some very difficult issues. To help with the apprehension about discussing the need for professional help with you parents, I suggest you ask the school counselor to contact your parents about a meeting to tell them about what is going on and to urge them to get you the help you need.

It will take courage to do what I am suggesting. You may want to talk to your counselor about your concerns about the money and stress. You know that at some point you will need to talk to your parents, at the meeting with the counselor or afterward. You will have to be honest with them and not minimize what you are going through.

Remember too that you are a special person. Please begin the journey to a better life.

Good Luck!