I hate that I'm so sensitive about my ex boyfriend....It's been done while ago...and he picked another girl very quickly....
Today when I was driving to GYM, I saw him at his gf's car....I got so sad....unbelievable....can't really believe myself....he's completely out of my life, but why I'm still thinking about him....
I think I'm more pissed that he moved on so quickly and I'm still not moved on....I wish I never dated him....it's getting so hard for me to move on....I'm so scared to get into another relationship and get hurt again....
It's like a close cycle, I find a guy that I like, but it doesn't take more than couple of weeks to split up and then get together and then split up forever!
I cried after seeing him with her....then I went to gym and I did rock climbing....it was my second time, but this time i made it to the top....I got so happy....
Then I thought, life is like a rock climbing....you got to try so many times to get to the top....just not to lose hope....
I'm just not sure why I'm still single and can't find even any guy that I'm getting attracted too....
Not sure what to do?
thanks for listening to me
Marjan