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Originally Posted by pinkgrl29
Hi all,
I haven't posted in quite some time. I am feeling compelled to post because I had a really difficult couple weeks. Last Saturday I ended up home alone, crying and eating. I can't get over the feeling that I am innately a bad person. I think I am self-centered and I feel like I am "acting" all the time. I'm having difficulty explaining what I mean...I just feel like others are different than me. They don't put others down in their head like I do, they don't ignore others phone calls.... 
BLAH!!! |
You aren't a bad person. Depression is a difficult thing to understand and I also think it brings a lot of guilt with it. I know for me, I don't think about what I did wrong until the damage was done and I already hurt someone (emotionally). This always leads to feeling guilty, which seems to be how you might be feeling right now. Are you receiving any help (meds, T?) It might help you start feeling better and you won't have these thoughts.