((((Pinkgrrl)))))) I think you'll find that most people are pretty much like you, they just don't think about what they are doing. That you do and it bothers you is a sign thatyou are actually better off than many.
Mr. D. tears us down by trying to make us compare ourselves with others, and with very skewed picutres of others. You can't see what they are thinking, so it is easy to assume what one wants of other's motives. Then you see your self and Depression takes everything positive out of that picture, and Violá! everyone else is wonderfull and I am worhtless and evil! It's a crock. honestly. Don't believe it.
Just floating has a good post. take care of yourself and don't let Depression's lies get to you. He'll say just about anything to keep you with him.
Huggs dear. Hope you feel better tomorrow, or the day after, or the day....