Wow. This is like extreme deja vu for me. I can relate to everything you're saying; the personalities in my head, the SI, and ESPECIALLY the manipulating and lying. I would definitely urge you to talk to a counselor/therapist/psychiatrist if you haven't already; therapy has helped me immensely. Please PM me if you need to talk  ((((Safe hugs))))
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