I have been seeing friends (that I hadn't seen properly for some time) and it really does help. They have their own lives tho so don't want to be to needy of them. I was actally suprised how they rallied around me to support me.
I don't have MANY friends anymore but the ones I have are great. My parents are been a wonderful support too. I feel like I'm asking too much of both (Friends and Family) but I've always done everything to make others happy so maybe this is just my turn??
Am tired al of the time now...guess am at the depression stage. I don't THINK I need anti-depressants... have been on them once before and it took a long time to get back off them. I'm an alcoholic (sober 4 years) and I figure if I was going to hit rock bottom the first thing I'd do is drink... I've thought about it (quite a bit) but I don't see me falling back into bad habits, at least not this week.