(((hangingon))) I've felt like that...most of my 2.5 years of therapy. That's why today when I thought ...I don't need to worry about .... Plan B (finding my way alone if necessary) I was kind of shocked and noted it. See 2 weeks ago my T said in an email.."as long as you know me, you will not have to deal with this alone." This message at the time was very comforting but it wasn't until today that I realized that...I actually believe her. Don't know it the feeling will last but, its nice so I hope so.