Wow Chaotic,
That was a wonderful statement for your T to make. Mine has told me she cared before but it just felt like just words to me. She has never left me with a wonderful statement like yours did in the email. That's a great one to hold on to.

She made one statement before that won't leave my head. It happened at a time where I was sharing my fear of her ditching me. She said the I can't promise you anything but my intention is not to leave you unless something is beyond my control. I hated the unless, because my mind automatically went to the thought of her keeping a way out for herself when she is sick of me.

Another time she said, your not my family, I don't care for you like that. Then a few minutes later she says, I mean I do care. I don't know, it just left me feeling like it wouldn't have come out of her mouth that way unless that was how she felt.

The crazy part is, I have never been dependent on her. Never called her yet, nothing, because of my fear of abandonment but these things really keep me from trusting her.. ugh....My mind doesn't seem to want to let go of them.