I had a simillar experience with my T. But it was more like i wanted to find out about him personally, and did things like look him up on social networking sites and googling him. i found out a little too much and i felt really guilty and emberrased. i never told him about it. i probably should. I think its completely natural to want to know what we can about our T's. They know everything about us, and we know nothing about them. that can be unsettling.

Try not to feel guilty. if she was to tell you to leave and never come back, it would be because she was embarassed about the info you found. I don't think thats very likely. i am sure she will understand. Good luck.