I feel that way too and only in the last couple of months. I was always the talker though and paid handsomely to do so. Now you cannot convince me to get on the phone and much less to do anything social. Dont feel like talking. One thing I did do was practice, write down one word answers I felt were socially acceptable, this helped bridge some of the issues I felt in trying to communicate. But I'm so puzzled at my behavior. Am seeing a therapist but feel like not making progress...I mean 50 minutes...I need someone to listen like 23 hours in a row and only maybe will it all get out. Then it would be ideal for them to tell me what the hell is wrong so I can set about fixing it...that would be awesome. I can type way better than talk right now, so joined the forum. And I agree, nothing to live for most hours but can be high by cleaning my bathroom for an hour or two and think I'm good at something. So weird for me. I don't understand it at all.
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Originally Posted by spacecase
I'm even MORE confused now, because I feel just fine now. I just wanted to DIE just an hour ago, but now I feel good, like I just want to laugh and have fun. It's 3 in the morning and I'm totally awake. Thankfully I don't have to do anything tomorrow...
trs60586, that's exactly it. My friends tease me because I tend to not finish sentences, or just suddenly drop out of conversations or not even get involved in them because I can't keep up with them. It's annoying.... more to them than it is me. I'm just more of a listener than I am a talker I guess. When I feel like I was describing above though, I meant that I just felt so down that I didn't have energy or interest in speaking to anyone. I almost felt like I was physically unable to speak. I know I probably could've, but I felt like I couldn't. I hate feeling like that.
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