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my sister is three years younger than me. which means, i should be the one going to college first and graduating first. maybe even getting married first. she graduates from college in may. and don't get me wrong, i'm happy for her.
but at the same time, it's like a slap in the face for me. i haven't been able to do college in three years. and the more she talks about it, the worse i tend to feel. that should have been me at two years ago. i've got months of this to go thru, plus the actual day it's self - with people asking 'so what are you doing with your life'. i hate it, i truly do hate it. it's like someone keeps repeatedly slapping me in the face cuz i can't do what i'm suppose to. what do i do......
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