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i say congrats to you for even taking on college. my "medical leave" is still going on - three years later. i couldn't handle anything. i don't know how you can do it, but congrats!
anyways, i withdraw. it's my nature. been doing it all my life. i'm an intervert, so i guess this just gives me time alone to be myself. around everyone else, they ask alot of questions and you put on a fake face for a while. but that doesn't help your situation - in the end, you still feel the same.
i'm back at home with my parents, and there is NO ONE around here for me to hang with. but i've found a way to beat that, somewhat. i go online and chat with people from around the world. for an hour or two, i get to be myself again - no depression and no other s h i t. i miss my old life so much, that this is the only way i can cling to who i use to be before all this happened. so i completely understand you and your situation. if you ever wanna chat, i've got msn, so let me know! take care and hang in there!
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