how well do they normally work? i love my girlfriend. things have been going
pretty well for the past few days. we decided to stay home for thanksgiving
and make dinner for just the two of us.

but the day she pulled her little test to see if i would get jealous. i got
volleyball girl's number and we've been texting quite a bit. she's been
real flirty. and a few times she outright asked me to come over so we
could "fool around."

each time ive told her i have a girlfriend. and each time she's said something
to the affect of "so what? we find each other attractive and there's nothing
wrong with that. it's just sex."

ive never cheated. i never will. but i find myself, really wanting to bang this
chick. i thought about bringing up the idea of an open relationship. but the
girlfriend has been so clingy (it's still at the adorable stage, not quite at the
annoying stage yet.) after i passed her little jealousy test. im almost
positive she wouldn't go for it.

the only problem i see is with her, not with me. i mean, i could bone this
chick and still love my girlfriend just the same. it's just sex. but im pretty
sure she would flip out even if i just brought it up.

idk, i just really want to have sex with this chick.