Still rambling and a light bulb went off. I may be the problem. Why don't I conform? What is it about me that attracts the negative? Am I emitting something that brings this on? What am I doing? Then, why is it happening to me repeatedly? What lesson haven't I learned? All these questions popping up today. Am I supposed to stay hidden under a rock and keep my mouth closed for fear of bringing the same incidents again? Shall I continue to stand up for myself and continue the nastiness and invisibility? I used to believe I was invisible a long time ago. Ah, somewhere that must have crept back into my being. I'm nearer to closing in on my depression and self-esteem . . . if I could only answer the questions

I am human or am I? Ahead of my time or was I?
My heart is innocent but I am slow to street smarts.
I was hatched, that's it!