((garden))) (((you are a sweet human yes)))
Sounds like you questioning yourself, and who you are, not a bad thing to do
How does continuing to stand up for yourself, continue the nastiness and invisibility? Is it a concept you are very drawn to; invisibility?
I think I can see you, the real you, is growing


I struggles for 2 years with, well, issues, sad ones..let me post a link, just a sec..
you may find comfort reading it....will post in following post..