thank you so much, (blue) (christina) and (tree) hugs to all of you. Coming back here this morning to read your messages was...I don't know. Just thanks.

I want to reply to each of you but I can't right now, I will come back later & try. I am overwhelmed & just trying to stay on top of this flood of emotions & memories & triggers at every turn. I did call T last night but she hasn't called me back yet. I'm supposed to get my kids this afternoon & I don't know how I'm going to deal with that. I'm just trying to get through moment by moment right now. Everything looks pretty bleak.

But the support here is amazing, thanks so much.