I really want to get my hair cut, but am too embarrassed to go to any hairdresser because of my trichotillomania. I've pulled out my hair so much that if i don't part it a certain way, you can see a few really thin balding spots. It's also many different lengths at the top from pulling it out so much and if I don't gel it down each day, it sticks up and looks horrible.

Any idea on what to say as to why my hair looks like this for when I finally do get the guts to get it cut? I'd do it myself, but I want a few layers and a cute hair style and don't know enough on how to do that myself.

Any advice is very much appreciated!

Thanks