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kacey321 · Nov 30, 2009, 07:46 AM

Here Goes I was encouraged to start my own thread..Asking for help and or some advice/opinions on this craziness I call MY LIFE ..I was married in '03 after dating since 2000,we then seoerated end of '05 he left me after a disagreement with my 20 year old at the same time my 19 year old had started chemo .was DX with Cancer the month prior .This is my bsecond marriage not his children.We have now been living apart almost 4 years and as of last Oct.'08 he got a girlfriend up til that point neither of us had in fact we were still involved up until June '08.His GF has now been living with him for about 4 months now. Neither of us have mentioned or talked about a legal seperation or divorce . I am still very much in love with him despite all that happened he has said he fell out of love with me and says we will never get back together . Maybe I am crazy but I still feel somewhere inside him he does still love me .
Even after I told him in a long discussion how I still felt and know he is in love with someone else he told me "don't assume anything"how am I to take that he doesn't love her ? Well anyway my son has made it so thats good news ,bad news I can't move on ...My husband is definately BiPolar and OCD I know we had a very deep love for one another and the reason unjustified since everything between us was very good ...I was blindsided to say the least....

COMMENTS>>>SUGGESTIONS>>>ADVICE>>>ANY HOPE AFTER ALL THIS TIME >>>>>