I know a great deal of you have asked me for help in the last few days.

I hope i have helped you I truly do..
I tired to be there for you all last night and when I asked for it I got slapped in the face.. I am so sorry,
I will never again do that..

This is why I do not ask for help when it is needed..
I will only give it when others ask me..
I am sorry, I will help you till I am blue deathly in my dragon heart, but never again will I ever ask one member of this fourm for help..

I do love all of you as much as I can, and I will not leave you, but I am very hurt over the fact when I was asked to help someone the other person hurt me that I asked to help.. that hurts.. really bad.. *dragon tears are falling and very bad thoughts are going thourh my mind.......*****