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Nov 30, 2009, 01:10 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2008
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Originally Posted by paintingravens
I don't know what I'm really feeling anymore. Or if I'm feeling anything anymore. I can be happy, ... but it's getting harder and harder to do, it seems, and I don't know why. It's like, the "happiness", the fun, it only lasts a short while, and then there seems to be no point to having it in the first place, which makes it harder to enjoy it, I guess....
I have no reason, NO reason at all, to feel this way. I SHOULDN'T be feeling this way, especially since I have so much to be thankful for, and when I get to this point I feel guilty for being here--I have no reason to be here.
So then WHY do I feel this way?? The "feelings" must not be real, since there's no real reason for them, right???
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You feel a certain way, you feel a certain way. The way that you feel is the way that you feel. There is a reason, you just don't understand it right now. Maybe it is just sadness???? I felt a lot of that before I got better and in between the sadness and getting better was a lot of me understanding myself.
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I'm an ISFJ
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