
Nov 30, 2009, 01:31 PM
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Member Since: Nov 2009
Location: MA
Posts: 74
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I have been trying seems I have good days but alot more bad days....I still find myself crying so hard in the middle of the night ...thats one thing he did do was take my self esteem totally away when we met he was the insecure one pursuing me ,he fell hard for me I didn't even love him until a few months after he said he loved me .I don't know how I just got so deep with him ,must have been I never had before with anyone in my life therefore the pain has been unbearable and nothing is helping.I do see someone every week and she says she can't even figure this man out and she has been a psychologist(PHD) over 20 years or more.
The sad thing is I didn't even love my sons father as deeply and we were together 15 years and had 4 sons together and still are very good friends .I really feel so lost ..
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