sweete you can have both..

I have an online faimly, only when I need one.. and my real failmy is hte one I go to when I need to be hugged by a real person and when I need to have that tactial contact.. because we all do need to be touched every onece and awhile.. no matter how much we hate it..

and trust me at times I hate to be that way.. (long story)

You are doing wonderful in fiqureing this out..
I am very proud of you..