Justfloating: You hit the nail on the head, I have absolutely nobody at all to talk to right now. I am now able to see a therapist, as family has offered to loan me a bit of cash while I keep looking for work, I just haven't found one I feel comfortable with. As far as friendship, I am just terrible at making new friends, especially ones of my own sex. I've always been the type of guy that just gets along much better with women. Most men, at least around here, are superficial, insecure, and putting on a show for the rest of the world. I've just always naturally meshed better with women. While I was in a romantic relationship, it seemed easier for me to innocently talk to someone because I knew in my mind 100% I wasn't interested in them in any sort of sexual way. Now that I'm single, and it's been a few years since I've been single, I kinda forgot how to act I suppose.

Rohag: I agree with everything you said. I met my ex while I wasn't even looking, I was single and content and she just happened to roll into my life. I am just alone all of the time right now, and I have nobody to pick up the phone and call. I guess my reason for looking for something romantic is I just miss the little things. Cuddling under a blanket and watching a movie, holding hands, hearing "I love you" every night before going to sleep. I invested 100% of myself into her, and kinda threw some of my friends to the wind since I thought she was all I needed. Now I'm paying for it :/

Just wanted to also say thanks to you two. You guys always respond to my stupid posts. I feel like a bother most of the time posting here but you guys make me feel comfortable. Trying to give back to the community where I can, just feel silly telling someone else how to feel better when I can't figure it out on my own heh.