I can know how you feel.... like a good friend she has thoughts of death. I only told my consellor. She said I did the right thing and I believed and sticked to it. I rather see her hate me then her gone forever. I know I went kind of behind her back. But what to you aspect telling everyone of her friends and keeping a secret which is too much and hurts for them. Say to yourself "You did the right thing... and that is it!" 1dayatatime great quote btw "People may not remember what you say, but they will always remember the way you made them feel." Take care....... I am greatful that I'm here. Really I am!