im seriously considering going to a mental facility as well. i can't deal with daily life anymore. i am not suicidal but ive withered away into a ball of bad emotions sadness and hopelessness, having nervous breakdowns on a daily basis, if not more than once a day. i dont know what to do with myself anymore and i have isolated myself this past couple of years from family and friends and i have no one anymore to talk to or confide in, or seek advice because i have no money for doctors. i dont know what to do anymore..