i know what you mean. i went to a private school and still all the boys picked on me, and i never understood why.. they never picked on the nerdy girls or the fat girls, they were too obvious. but everyone picked on me... EVEN MY TEACHERS!! i remember crying everyday on the bus and getting home everyday from high school and crying and having panic attacks not understanding why people made fun of me, because at the time i was very thin and very pretty. boys are evil and immature, i've learned who knows why they do things, but do not let it get to you, like i did. i have a social phobia now because i am so afraid of what people think of me and i feel like everyone is talking about me behidn my back and making fun of me. they probably aren't, or maybe they really are now because they can tell i am so afraid of people that is why i am so quiet now. i never used to be quiet i had many friends and i had dreams, but i let people get to me and now ive lost it all. please dont let yourself do the same. understand that young people are just IMMATURE and they are just picking on you because they want to take the attention away from themselves!!
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