Oh, turquoisesea, I'm so sorry!!!

That was a terrible, insensitive thing for her to say. I hope that you don't let it get to you and remember that her not wanting to room with you is NOT your fault. In fact, if she is going to forgo on an apartment with friends for a reason like that, you may be better off not living together.

Does your boyfriend know anyone who might be looking for some room mates?

Sending you lots and lots of hugs.