(((((babysteps)))))

(((((Rebecca)))))

Thank you so much for your kind words and understanding.

I'm calmer now, when I create a post on PC it's often when I'm feeling overwhelmed, so my post is not always clear. Something I need to learn is how to understand what I'm feeling and how to deal with it better.

In this situation I do not know how to react.

I have felt abandoned by many people in the past two years. I wonder if this is a reality, my perception of events, a mix of both, or something else altogether. I know for sure that one was definitely abandonment. Others are not as sure.

What I don't know right now is how to react. My initial FEELING was to not meet up with her again, and not to bring it up ever. I am thinking this is probably too harsh, and I at LEAST owe her an explanation of why. I am not sure being friends with her is healthy for me? Or is it?
I'm confused right now and now sure how to handle myself.


thanks for letting me post, I am in a spot where if emotions come up I am unsure how to deal with them and need somewhere to talk things out and get advice