Gab (and anyone else interested),
I didn't see your original post, but want you to know that there is a private forum for those who would like to have freedom to post and discuss meaningfully about belief and faith, communion with God, etc. All who respect that and respect each other's beliefs are welcome there.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/group.php?groupid=2
Or PM me and I'll send you an invitation.