Angel,
I want to explain something. I wrote "You are stupid, worthless or an idiot." BUT I meant to say, you are NOT stupid, worthless or an idiot. I missed it and I think you did too or you got what I meant but I just wanted to let you know.

It isn't ok that you have to deal with emotional and/or physical abuse. You said your parents are divorcing and I hope you will be with your mom where you don't have to deal with this horrible thing. It's not right of your father to treat you that way.

Your mom is right. Don't listen to that stuff. It's about your dad not you. I know when it is coming at you and he is angry it is hard. I hope you can find peace and avoid it as much as possible. Maybe someday he will realize what he has done to his precious daughter and realize how lucky he is to have you in his lfe.

I hope your other family members aren't suffering the same abuse but I am glad to know you are not alone.
Hang in there sweetie.
Big hugs,
Heidu

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.- Alexander Graham Bell