"turning into a regular soap opera."

psh, tell me about it. college is no different than highschool. no matter what
anyone says. it's just stressful drama. i think im going to take next semester
off, seeing as my parents already forked over the cash for this one im stuck
here.

i haven't even studied all week. too distracted. and i normally study like a
mother ****er. i quit smoking when me and sam got back together. i can't
really ***** about it though. 14 to 19 is only 5 years. my dad quit after
almost 25 years of smoking.

i have class in like 4 hours, so im going to hit the sack. oh and bloom.
i can't exactly apologize because i told her to stop talking to me.if i talk
to her it would set a bad example. she'll get over it. i gave her no real
reason to expect anything from me.

and shangrala, my girlfriend has been around the apartment for most of
this. but she doesn't really know about any of it. she just knows im not
in a good mood. ive known her for a long time so my guess is she will
be happier not knowing about my momentary lapse in common sense.

and if she's happy, so am i.

sorry for bothering you guys so much.