i'm feeling very down at the moment..the beat way i can describe is like i've believed by being with T that somehow life outaide the therapy room cant touch me...we, my husband and I arw facing some possible lifestyle changes...if the things change then to me I dont feel therapy is worth it.....i cant see it in the same way....it suddenly feels like a luxury compared to having to walk out the room and then have to deal with the realitys of the rest of my life.....The heaviness of my adult life far outweigh the Idea of dealing with my head stuff....some may say, yes but therapy can help us deal with the outsude stuff...But I can deal with the outaude stuff without therapy....i've spent my life dealing with crap.....perhaps its anger that T cant help with everything?....she cant fix everything?...well even if thats the case then....then I might as well just walk and get on with reality and stop mucking about fantasing It can be any other way....i just feel whats the point.