Crystal, I'm confused too. I'm sorry for your pain, but isn't it you who decided you couldn't handle the termination process and decided never to see her again? If you read over your past threads, you'll see where you posted that, I believe. You've known for a long time that December was the termination date. I remember you talking about it last year.

But if you're having regrets, can't you call her? Ts hardly ever call clients. The client has to call first. That's been discussed in the forum before. So, please don't agonize over this until you call her. If you've changed your mind about an abrupt termination, hopefully your T will let you come back. Please call her and see what she says before you jump to conclusions.