I could try to give it more time.
Personally I'm really hurt and feeling really depressed from all this.
I guess the one thing I'd have to choose quickly would be about this weekend and her birthday. She has wanted to bake Christmas cookies over the weekend, and her birthday is on Monday. For both events the other friend will be there, and even alone I dont know how I can deal with seeing her now. As for right this second I don't want to do anything, not practice, not even eat *yes I know, I'll eat*, just nothing.
So I'm not sure what to do next
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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