Kiya, I think perhaps I didn't express myself to well, I know T's can't fix things, and the things that are about to change in my life are un-T related, ie, job loss...its the feeling of safety within the therapy room that I realised doesn't guarentee stuff in the outside world can't bite you in the butt...I think I'm just feeling a bit down about what might happen.....I am feeling that whats the point of "fixing" my head if my house is about to be taken from me...and that T cannot fix.