I am so sorry she did this to you......I know that Dr's always feel that they have a very good, logical reason for dropping us......but they never are completely honest in explaining that reason. I think sometimes if they didn't gloss it over with the "we aren't a good fit" excuse & really explained, we would be able to grow from the painful experience rather than just suffer.

The only thing that I have experienced when things like this happen is that I usually end up with someone even better & even more capable, & I am really better off than I would have been staying with them.

I know it's a lot of work finding a new Dr, expecially someone who specializes in handling alters.....let alone how scarry it is to start all over again......What a horrible experience especially at Thanksgiving.

Try to look on the bright side.....that in the long run, you will be better of, you will find someone even better...someone who really cares about you as you have found that she really didn't or she wouldn't have treated you in the way she did.

I know I had one pdoc when I was very suicidal that said one more attempt & he would not treat me any more.....but he let me know where he stood long before he ended his treatment with me.....to not even say anything is not a sign of a good pdoc/psychologist.

Know you will find someone even better who will really help you this time.

Wishing you the best in your search,
eskielover