lol you caught my "trick" I always lookwhen they arent because, as I said, I eally love eyes. but gawd forbid they "Catch" me looking...yikes...instant eye aversion.
Im sure its mostly self esteem...jsut seems there are so many issues withit that should go beyond that. like trust.
Ive done it a coupletimes...and its been so rewarding...someohow "safe"....so whyI cant do it is beyond me...it hasnt seem to make me "lose" anything or "hurt" mebut....just cant