I feel so guilty at what my black, get away from me moods do to my daughter and husband. I sometimes think about leaving and then realise that this would probably be even worse.
I seem to have been moody and down for ages. I don't really know how to say sorry and make it better, and I cant really expect an 11 year old to understand.
I also dont know whether to admit to hubby just how bad I feel. I'm trying to stay off medication and if I tell him I know he'll march me back to the doctor.