I think about this often. I know I wouldn't be where I am...looking back on where I was, I can see how much I've progressed in life. It's still a struggle, but that's just it...I'm struggling now, trying to heal and better myself, as opposed to before when I just took my lows and "realized" that that was all that was ever going to be. So to me, the struggle means that I'm trying, and I firmly believe that it is a direct result of T.

I know for a fact that I wouldn't be a psychology student if it wasn't for T. If I had quit after my last T, I know I would have been left with a bitter taste in my mouth, and I would have not wanted anything to do with psychology after that point. My current T made me realize that clinical psychology is truly what I want to do with my life.