I think i'd be in sad shape without my t because except for here on PC, I don't have any close friends at all or anyone to talk to about any of my issues or any of the big things in my life. Well, except for my h, I do have him, which is great. And my in-laws are very nice to me. But I mean, there's nobody in real life that i could talk to about the things i talk to my t about. So without her. . .yeah, i'd be in bad shape. When i first got depressed, a had about 3 good friends, but one of them moved, and the other two ended up blaming me for my depression, saying i just had a self-pitying attitude or wasn't spiritual enough. It added a ton of hurt onto the depression i was already in. Since then, i have no close friends in real life and confide in nobody except my h and t.