(((ToniH)))
TheByzantine had some
great recommendations for you. Please give them a shot if you haven't already! Once one qualifies for assistance, there is all sorts of help out there waiting to help.
Getting past the initial phase of Social Security (SSDI or SSI) is long and drawn out process. If you already have SS, additional assistance is much easier to obtain. Local county assistance can help financially, medically, emotionally (psychologists, social workers, and psychiatrists).
There are lots of reasons for you to still be here ~ you just need a little help in spotting them. I'm on SSI and am living in a disabled apartment building. All of us have different disabilities; but prices of utilities and rent are adjusted to income. There are also support groups that meet nearby disabled apartment buildings, as we're all sort of centered in town ~ near doctors & facilities.
Best wishes to you honey. You're welcome to pm me if you have q's or are looking for support.
Shez