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Old Dec 02, 2009, 01:37 PM
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I think I might have this analyzed already, but I am curious about what you all might think.

I was reading an old dream log the other night and came across a really bizarre one.

I dreamed that bees were flying into my open mouth and I was crunching them, swallowing them whole and gagging on them. They were very angry and aggressive, but didn't sting.

Then suddenly, I was one of them, flying into my own mouth.

I realized that as a bee, I was seeing myself as this horrible ugly monster with hair, and flying into this black chasm of a mouth, opening wider and wider, jagged teeth...!

I woke up screaming.

I think I'm afraid of myself.

And afraid of how others see me.

B.
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