one thing though: i've been feeling happy these past few days, only mildly sad, should i still tell someone? i feel like i'm standing on the middle of a see saw, and i'm not either too happy or too sad. but i don't know how long this will last...a day, week, month, longer???
(i remember last year i was the same way but i somehow returned being sad...)

this is insane...what will someone say when they read this and if i'm in an ok mood?