Hi JM,

I am merely assuming......and honestly wondering if you are speaking of a personal experience?

I am right there with you.......I have experienced both good and bad men.....and women.......intimately.

My fiance is wonderful.......I attracted him to me due to the attraction sent out.

When I worked out what I didn't want, I sent out what I DID want......and in accordance with "what goes around, comes around".....it did.

In my desperate experience of times of hurt and betrayal, there is one constant factor.......I get what I think. If I thought I didn't deserve to be treated properly, thats what I got......and it perpetuated the cycle of self-sabotaging and self-flagellating behaviour........it is in the liking and belief of self that others seem to as well.....

Therapy, time and lessons learnt got me to the platform I am now at......it has been painful, agonising and terrifying.......and some days it still is.....

But believe you deserve better, that you are precious and that others deserve YOU.......rather than the other way around.....and you shall receive.....

Cliched? I know.......but for some strange and incomprehensible reason it seems true......

Take good , good care babe......love thyself.......

In stillness,

Michah