Hi ((tree))

This sounds so so so familiar--both the behaviors by T and your reaction. I can't tell you how many times I wanted to sleep through these feelings so I didn't have to feel them. The hurt feeliings, and especially thinking we have to make up that they like us feels like it comes from a very young place. I'm glad you will see him tomorrow--it's so hard to work through these disappointments and disillusionments. They truly suck. I wonder if it helps at all to remember that T is a person with life distractions too. And yeah--his timing is insensitive.