Hi MUE- I have felt this way. I wish it would all go away and I that I didnt have to do any work or "go there." I just want my dysfunctional ways and not feel anything...pain or anything.

But, then, I go and I do the work, because I know I need to and there is a VERY good feeling about the care I get from therapy. I guess its a decision.... which feels worse, to go into the pain, or live with it "underground."

But, it seems like it would hard to see T so frequently and then not at all for 3 weeks. It seems like it might be a good idea to just re-connect instead of getting into anything heavy.